iDontwannaBeUrAnGel

hey ya, ranting :)

Wed, 21 Mar 2012 03:12:47 -0400

HI, if n only if people might read tis in future..bahaha..xdela..lemme tell u bout my day..:)

1. i’m a control freak..haha..xdela sgt..bt i hv suffered fr ‘shopaholic syndrome’ since young..hehe..i love d feeling o buying things..nt necessarily big/ expensive jz buying ..for example, just a piece of fruit cake worth rm0.90 for a day..4 me, its give me freedom, creativity, to plan my finance worthfully(dun noe whether tis word exists..hehe..:) n mind ya, I HATE TO B STEREOTYPED..bout my meals evryday..:p

2. as i am a shopaholic myself, so lately i’ve been planning to get rice cooker..nt dat i’m desperately want to cook rice, its jz i love cooking..whenever i gaze at all d greens vegetables n delicious fruits..my mind start doing calculation on wat kind o meal dat we cn make out of it..like seriously..hehe..But, i’m afraid dat d ‘cooking part’ wil left me off-budgeted..as i dont simply cook, simple stuff..i follow my heart such maybe i’ll end up buying more things dat i ned..whoa, lets keep dat in view first :)

3. I bought a super delicious mornflake muesli…havent eat dat yet..cuma ratah2 all d nuts, kuaci, raisins, almonds in it..it superly sedaap :)..thanks mornflakes..will upload d pic later..

tis is d wholegrain version,i bought d xtra crunch ones( cant find d images fr d net)

4.the SPM results hv been announced today..not dat i’m taking it..i’ve passed dat years ago..but reviewing bout it, i mean there r lot o types o people, some people who excel right after SPM as if hijacking a G6 to keangkasa dn kembali- dIandra arjunaidi…hehe..n some people who hasnt been granted yet wit success n matter bcoz o d time hasnt arrived yet or d their own attitude…Bt for me, there alwez a fortune 4 everyone..IF U KEEP ON LOOKING AHEAD.. yEAH, dat true..dont underestimate urself n look high upon everyone excessively..improve d standards n voila, u cn do it..

5. satu lg attitude dat i dont favor is nt thinking ahead, bout d future..u’re building up ur own barrier..People, plez think outside d box..who said dat we wil never buy any Louboutins?? u wont..bt I WILL, coz i’m nt a pessimist..n a pessimist wont last longer..till then, bye..

p/s td saya mkn nasi ayam kt ss..sedap jugak ..at 11am..how early it is..tp sy lapar..hehe :)..Ciao

sometimes oh sometimes

Mon, 19 Mar 2012 07:31:35 -0400

sometimes it’s hard to be friend wit somebody..when in a relationship, u r d only one who took d blame…wen she/he cud freely blame u on anything..n cud easily get sulked..n at d end, u’re d one to b blame…God, its hard..wen u hv to act accordingly to someone’s moods..wen dey r only thinkin bout themselves..n thinkin there r nobody / nothing else worthier that they are..oh gosh..what to do..n what u gonna do ..c’est la vie ..cant understand it at all..GROW UP, PEOPLE!! :)

part of mee

Tue, 13 Mar 2012 09:01:03 -0400

hye world..

Tue, 27 Sep 2011 06:35:14 -0400

hello there, d reason y i posted tis on tumblr coz i got no one to speak to..yet there r so many people around me bt nay dey cudnt understand..nobody knows, nobody cares, nobody understand..

have u been in cndition, wen u gt no one to talk to, till u hv to crying effortlessly while listening to ur mp3 to calm u down..it’s super sad..I swear to God. I’m like so fragile at tis moments..n i dun no why..got no one to talk to, all my frens are in overseas..n blame d sun for making d time differences here n there..

ohmygod, do help me..wit all d life-threatening event..baby, do make a stronger person..mama n others, i do ned ur support..i just ned ur faith in me.. i can stand wit all d critics, flops n u name it..(dat evryone scared in life) bt wat i ned most is ur faith in me…i juz wanna go die..lemme die..

Hello gilrs..it hv been bout 4 months since my last...

Thu, 04 Aug 2011 23:40:18 -0400

Hello gilrs..it hv been bout 4 months since my last entry..hehe

Honestly, wat i wanna babble is it hv been such a long tyme dat i didnt mingle with kpop world..(haha..wat a statement) …till i forgot how handsome siwon is (my fren told me dat he cud fly a plane n born in a rich family..dat is just completing his package.hehe..how lovely) n i do forgot how charming, meticulous kyuhyun is…OMG, they’re so lovely…hehe

till then, dig in..xoxo :)

kenape lagu ni ida.

haha.

Sat, 19 Mar 2011 06:16:25 -0400

hehe..love it..how u r doin there, sis..be tough, d bigger d obstacles u hv to endure d bigger rewards it will b..hope, u’ll b safe..i noe u cn do it..;p

"we r like… a world apart…n i mind bout it.. I listened to Guetta, Altimet..."

Mon, 14 Mar 2011 07:10:38 -0400

“we r like… a world apart…n i mind bout it..
I listened to Guetta, Altimet and even Caprice but you only favors Heliza Helmi..I love rock n roll, ballads, over-shopping, jewellery, Jeeja Yanin, kickboxing, shuffling, rock climbing etc.. but u only favors Gadis Melayu typed..haha..I deal with drugs, corruption, piracy n even bank robbery but u only cares bout ur manga n anime..I give shout outs to social work, fights for humans rights but u only care about ur business….didn’t i mentioned b4 dat we’re a world apart??”

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Mon, 28 Feb 2011 04:28:02 -0500

ok, let me rant

Sun, 27 Feb 2011 01:00:57 -0500

Hey ya, basically i’m jz come bck fr db8ing things..n I was so mad few sec ago..bt now, it’s kinda relatively ok ryte now..

ok, wut i’m really mad is about d ****in adju itself..haha, ya, we did lose ,bt wed did play it well..what d heck he’s rating our db8 as below average one.?? ok, maybe i can accept dat, bt cud u plez possibly stand up here in my place n try making an above average db8 once??? Yea, it’s damn easy to jz sit there n judge people rather than actually doin the thing by urself..@@@@

it’s suppose to b a pic of a man, bt i cudn’t find any hasty pic dat resembles dat..haha

ok, bck to business, bout d adju.,i’m also dissatisfied wit his marking, how cud he possibly said dat d other team have a “clear win” (5-0) relatively speakin ‘0’..he shud at least rate it at 5-3 or 5-1 to let us know dat we did really makin at least an mild effect on other team?? huh, now i wud quote avril’s single juz 4 ya mr dorky adjudicator

“What the Hell???”

ok, mr adju, jz shut up..haha..

ok, last bt nt least, thanks 4 readin dis, besides of listenin to my rantings..hehe..my life is already so over-tormented by all d things in diz world..dat ####in chems paper, ####in life n so n so ####in forth..(i’m relatively sorry 4 d cursin part, dat i cudn’t help it..dat’s d perfect way to show my upside-down life ryte now..)

-till then, tata..

(sorry mr.adju..i did curse u

a lot..may u hve a ghost

bride soon..hahaha

I’M MEAN! )

p/s lastly, 4 mr adju..”ur comments can’t stop us fr soarin’” we’ll still walkin n u’re still crawlin..sorry bout dat..haha..buh- to d bye

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Thu, 27 Jan 2011 00:25:11 -0500

When sun hides...

Wed, 12 Jan 2011 00:06:27 -0500

Hmm. what actually happened in undescribable..haha..try it on..

Actually, for over quite few months ago, back in 2010, I’m so in love wit Mr.Goldfish n Caprice..Yeah, I nearly passed out thinkin dat how in d world i can love d idea o goin to club..yaa, never think of dat b4, bt after knowin em’, i’m thinkin dat club maybe a good idea too beside all d drunks, alcohol, stripdance, etc.. We jz go there only to mingle n enjoy d sounds o music..BUT still, i’ve never approached any club..

After all, it turned out to be so saddening..I thought i jz love d way d r passionate bout their music n d way i do..To see people workin so hard 4 their passions..its a great thingy…Never pop-out in my mind dat they left me wit such a big influence..

Last few days, i found out dat Mr. Goldfish gt a girl..It’s ok..bt then I suddenly realise dat I didn’t rely love his music dat much after i saw d playful side o him..or cn b said as the dark side of tis industry..( wen u love womans(being a playful drunk womanizer) more than u love ur music sheets)..

So, wat to do..like b4, whenever things bout boys or relationship hit me on, I’ll jz turn on d radi0o n pick a cool songs, bt wat to do wen i’m hatin d Dj..Dj plays all d catchy music all time n listenin to d song make me hate him even more..Sy x sk..i jz dun like it..

So, i turn to ballads..(wat de heck??) hehe, listenin to Rihanna love d way u lie part 2 till i shed tears..haha..life is hard bt nt jz bcoz o em’..

Oh..Prince Charming...hahaha..

Tue, 11 Jan 2011 01:12:56 -0500

hehe..tis picture makes me cackles..hehe

Salam, hi there..

Tis is kinda a melancholic entry I shall described..(cewahh..hehe)..it is..I think..Hey have u guys outta there been experiencing d same thingy..dat u’ve spent a lot o ur time over a guy only to realize dat it become all futile in d end..gahaha..tis is stupidity what I shall call..yaa, 4 real..

p/s- i noe evryone is xpectin 4 their knight in shinig armour..huh..bt wat if d person isn’t ur prince, maybe he’s jz a a villain fr Kg.Seberang…hahaha =)

Yeah, if u’ve been in d same situation what u really need is A SURVIVAL KIT„hehe..no laa…wat u really need are a blade n some Prozac in order to help u to kill d bullfrog guy..hehe..Referring to Jake (memandai jer..hehe) “Dat kinda guy won’t make ur life budge even a lil, so he is just like a mimosa pudica dat u stepped on d road…haha”

So, to all d girls outta there, hey u go girl! Get up n beat some men..haha. Forget all those melancholic melodrama songs…wat d heck?? We got d entire industry waitin 4 us to rock it on..n no ned to waste time on dat tiny guy as there’s a lot more eligible bachelor waitin 4ya…cheese..smile//

p/s-tips fr d expert..haha.delete all those songs in ur phone, car, Or Ipod dat related to him ..n even if d Dj is playin dat song in ur best club, get upon him n say “U mighta wanna change these bcoz club can’t handle me right now..haha(tribute to Akon n David Guetta)”

Bye, ida love ya..hehe

Tis is d present dat i’m talkin bout..Hope u’ll love...

Tue, 11 Jan 2011 00:58:50 -0500

Tis is d present dat i’m talkin bout..Hope u’ll love it..

LET’S PLAY AGAIN(-;-)

Tue, 11 Jan 2011 00:55:00 -0500

Salam.hey again.. I’ve been reading back my old manuscript =) diary of mine entitled (Pleiades Last Years o Schoolin).Hehe, I did write diary wen I was 17..So, as I started to reminisced back my old memories..here it goes..

At first, upon readin it, I felt xtremely pity to myself..ItS seems like I’ ve been tryin to hard to blend in wit d boarding schul environment..So many tough, sad yet melancholic moments ned to endure. I had a war wit my own identity, tryin too hard to cope wit everyone,only 2 be in d same level as they are bt nt to suffer the way dey r..

But then, I realized dat I have numerous supporters..amidst livin d most crucial moments o my livetime, bt I have a lot of my supporters n I managed to collect plenty of good memories back then..Thanks to my supporters whether it happen intentionally or unintentionally..I rely appreciate all ur help..Special THANKS,HUGS N KISSES to Mdm Shadd 4 alwez takin cre of me..I valued dat..Cg. Hariza 4da half-hugged scene, Ust Wan 4 making my dream into reality..Cg Hisham who’ve sparked my interest in Physics till today, I rely love u( I stil remember d zero absolute temp dat u introduced me to)..Cg Apandi who has helped me thissssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss much…(thanks to ur patience in dealin wit me although I did play dumb n dun wanna strive 4my addmath)..Cg. Kz, Cg Kb, Miss Linda, Cg Maslynda n all of them..Thanks 4 havin faith in me wen everyone else doesn’t including myself…I rely love all o ya…N to all my supporting fwen…sy syg anda… N HERE,SUMTHIN 4 YA’

Please don't doubt me!!

Tue, 30 Nov 2010 10:06:35 -0500

Salam.hYE..Been literally in life these days(ape aku ngarut nieh..hehe)..YA, I do receive tis kinda question related my field o studies..

Ida: I’m takin pure physics,auntie/uncle/sir/etc..

D Person: (frowning, contracting their forehead muscles) Habis..Nak keje ape nnt??(wit face full o doubts, sayin-r u crazy, wat u gonna work back then??noe wat, u r destructin ur own life)

-Gosh, tis isn’t appealin at all..haha..btol la..It rely doesn’t feel gud when sum1 is tryin to breach ur trust to ur dream..God..

But then, I stumble upon tis image in my heartthrob site,

Beautiful,isn’t it?? It’s d AnDromeda’s centre..

tIS is like super-cool..sy mmg sk bnda nih…hehe.It’s like enchanting me, tellin me there’s alwez hope..n keep on believin it..

n keep on hearin d pyramid’s part-

earthquakes can’t shake us,

cyclones can’t break us,

hurricanes can’t take away our love,

-so dear, even if evrythin lookin impossible, n ur dream keep on bcomin so vague each day, keep on believin n hold on tight to ur dream coz it YOURS..

N hey, b4 I forget, d other thingy dat keep in holdin to my dream is by keep thinkin bout tis, i rely want it, it wud b like a perfect cotton-candy dream if I get tis..(yet, we still unsure bout evrythin kn??we think dat our life wud b juz perfecte if we get wut we want, bt nt all we want is wut we ned, huh??Yezza)

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Kuala Lumpur: Measat Satellite Systems Sdn Bhd (Measat) is offering a fully-paid scholarship for a Masters Degree in Space studies or Space Management at the International Space University in Strasbourg, France.

Applicants should have a strong command of verbal and written English and an accumulative minimum grade point average of 3.6 or above in economics or finance, mathematics, law, business administration, communications engineering, aerospace engineering or physics,” it said.

-tis is a piece o advert dat i kept since long time ago,n eversince i’m 18 i alwez wanted to get into ISU.God, plez show me d best way n 2 u all too..smile =)

-keep on believin, even wen evryone’s includin ur luck is against ya..coz {wen God wit us,who cn be against us??-quoted}

hey ya..

Thu, 25 Nov 2010 22:30:36 -0500

i’m goin out 2day, all by myself..hopin it rite..c ya soon, i’ll update it later..buh-bye..wish me havin a blast yea..hehe =)

lets celebrate our fall =}

Fri, 12 Nov 2010 21:49:00 -0500

Hey, u noe wut, exam sucks…rely sucks..(@shud i spell it as ‘socks’-to show my sucks-level??hehe)

yea, we do receive some bad comments n tantrums 4 d last physics paper..huh, shut up..I feel like cursing d whole day (bt i noe dat wasn’t a gud idea at all, juz makin me more thirstier by losing my saliva each sec.(huh, another quantity o physics.bencinye.)

seriously, i feel like killing people a few moments bck when i stepped out o d exam hall ..

I mean, 4 God sake..wut kinda questions they r asking..(i feel like sayin dr mahdi gila-bt i noe it’s nt good[c, i still got d morals o me] )

I did study 4 d exam…yaa

4 real..4 d whole week..huh, i’ve done d best..maybe wat u ned more is strategy than juz hardwork kan??? God,juz plez give me some mercy..dush, i pray to you..

huhu-here some sneek peak o wat actually happen, i think wat i’ve done is like d Mother o Crap-d whole crap (at least i tried, isn’t it??huh) ntahla, n seriously esok tu i got ethnicity paper n i feel like putting a bomb in d grand hall..haha..who told ‘em to **** wit my physics paper..i mean, plez its juz Classic Mechanics, even Hercules noe how 2 do dat..hahaha..sobs…shut up..

p/s check it out, one o ma fren post this in ur fb grup..after readin d first page, she looked at dr.mahdi (looks of anger) n she feel like tearing d exams questions apart..haha..how cool is dat??hehe..SERIOUSLY, I FEEL LIKE PASTING TIS ON DR MAHDI’S WALL..

-simply bcoz, u’ve ruined it,jerk( x baek2x.hehe)-

=/ ntahla, lets juz move on wit calculus..shut up, at least i cn do sumthin bout it..at least we try..isn’t it??hehe..bye..

Hey ya fana, if u r readin tis..huhu LOve hurts, aren’t...

Wed, 10 Nov 2010 00:46:27 -0500

Hey ya fana, if u r readin tis..huhu

LOve hurts, aren’t they( i noe it shud b *isn’t it..bt i love it tis way)

yea, we got all over for him, whoosh, thinkin dat he might be d one (its cupid to b blame) gosh, tis is so retarded..u might be a day for of energy(energizer) haha about him only to find another day, writing in ur blogs…”there goes another broken love story”..haha, hurt like hell..

p/s -tis is nt bout ya, tis bout my super-excluded life..gahaha..love ya..

to whom who might be reading tis, (like anyone...

Sun, 07 Nov 2010 20:42:12 -0500

to whom who might be reading tis, (like anyone exist..=D)

i’m kinda relatively mean@mischievous i shall say, i dun like people being too nice to me(@ else i’ll exploit u up..hehe.u dare.) bt i juz wanna b simple human..yeay, we got exam on dis wednesday(isn’t dat thrilling??haha) ..been left wit few(??) more tutorials to catch up..then wit those ethnicity courses(i wonder, y i ned to take it??hush).

MY face nvr seem to stop to make my head rumble..yea, i dunno, maybe bcoz of stress(it’s a ritual wen it come to exam..huh) or whatsoever product-transition effect or wat d hell it is, i feel like putting all my skincare products into dustbin rite now(i mean i’ve tried 2 type of toner,c dat) n it doesn’t work well..n i’ll switched bck to LO’real Paris soon..pray 4 me..huhu.

bck to d real world, yezza dis couple of days b4 exam is rely a staggering moments..yea, i’ve said so..some people already sit 4 their exam, starting tis mornin onwards..so, i must use my time well, n use tis time to prepare myself well.better having a penny than having nil of penny.isn’t it?..so, d list goes on..hope i cn do well in my exam too..havin no stress..ok, i hope d upcomin day wud be a bright new day to all of u too..hehe..I L.O.V.E u..hehe

Fana-if only u r readin tis(if miracle happen only)hehe..TE’QUIRO MUCHOS..HEHE

"i love2x tumblr….facebook just way too left behind..hehe"

Sun, 07 Nov 2010 20:26:40 -0500

“i love2x tumblr….facebook just way too left behind..hehe”

iDontwannaBeUrAnGel

hey ya, ranting :)

sometimes oh sometimes

part of mee

hye world..

Hello gilrs..it hv been bout 4 months since my last...

kenape lagu ni ida. haha.

"we r like… a world apart…n i mind bout it.. I listened to Guetta, Altimet..."

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ok, let me rant

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When sun hides...

Oh..Prince Charming...hahaha..

Tis is d present dat i’m talkin bout..Hope u’ll love...

LET’S PLAY AGAIN(-;-)

Please don't doubt me!!

hey ya..

lets celebrate our fall =}

Hey ya fana, if u r readin tis..huhu LOve hurts, aren’t...

to whom who might be reading tis, (like anyone...

"i love2x tumblr….facebook just way too left behind..hehe"

kenape lagu ni ida.

haha.