iDontwannaBeUrAnGel
NOT READY TO MAKE NICE ^^
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hey ya, ranting :)
HI, if n only if people might read tis in future..bahaha..xdela..lemme tell u bout my day..:)
1. i’m a control freak..haha..xdela sgt..bt i hv suffered fr ‘shopaholic syndrome’ since young..hehe..i love d feeling o buying things..nt necessarily big/ expensive jz buying ..for example, just a piece of fruit cake worth rm0.90 for a day..4 me, its give me freedom, creativity, to plan my finance worthfully(dun noe whether tis word exists..hehe..:) n mind ya, I HATE TO B STEREOTYPED..bout my meals evryday..:p
2. as i am a shopaholic myself, so lately i’ve been planning to get rice cooker..nt dat i’m desperately want to cook rice, its jz i love cooking..whenever i gaze at all d greens vegetables n delicious fruits..my mind start doing calculation on wat kind o meal dat we cn make out of it..like seriously..hehe..But, i’m afraid dat d ‘cooking part’ wil left me off-budgeted..as i dont simply cook, simple stuff..i follow my heart such maybe i’ll end up buying more things dat i ned..whoa, lets keep dat in view first :)
3. I bought a super delicious mornflake muesli…havent eat dat yet..cuma ratah2 all d nuts, kuaci, raisins, almonds in it..it superly sedaap :)..thanks mornflakes..will upload d pic later..
tis is d wholegrain 
version,i bought d xtra crunch ones( cant find d images fr d net)
4.the SPM results hv been announced today..not dat i’m taking it..i’ve passed dat years ago..but reviewing bout it, i mean there r lot o types o people, some people who excel right after SPM as if hijacking a G6 to keangkasa dn kembali- dIandra arjunaidi…hehe..n some people who hasnt been granted yet wit success n matter bcoz o d time hasnt arrived yet or d their own attitude…Bt for me, there alwez a fortune 4 everyone..IF U KEEP ON LOOKING AHEAD.. yEAH, dat true..dont underestimate urself n look high upon everyone excessively..improve d standards n voila, u cn do it..
5. satu lg attitude dat i dont favor is nt thinking ahead, bout d future..u’re building up ur own barrier..People, plez think outside d box..who said dat we wil never buy any Louboutins?? u wont..bt I WILL, coz i’m nt a pessimist..n a pessimist wont last longer..till then, bye..
p/s td saya mkn nasi ayam kt ss..sedap jugak ..at 11am..how early it is..tp sy lapar..hehe :)..Ciao
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sometimes oh sometimes
sometimes it’s hard to be friend wit somebody..when in a relationship, u r d only one who took d blame…wen she/he cud freely blame u on anything..n cud easily get sulked..n at d end, u’re d one to b blame…God, its hard..wen u hv to act accordingly to someone’s moods..wen dey r only thinkin bout themselves..n thinkin there r nobody / nothing else worthier that they are..oh gosh..what to do..n what u gonna do ..c’est la vie ..cant understand it at all..GROW UP, PEOPLE!! :)
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hye world..
hello there, d reason y i posted tis on tumblr coz i got no one to speak to..yet there r so many people around me bt nay dey cudnt understand..nobody knows, nobody cares, nobody understand..
have u been in cndition, wen u gt no one to talk to, till u hv to crying effortlessly while listening to ur mp3 to calm u down..it’s super sad..I swear to God. I’m like so fragile at tis moments..n i dun no why..got no one to talk to, all my frens are in overseas..n blame d sun for making d time differences here n there..
ohmygod, do help me..wit all d life-threatening event..baby, do make a stronger person..mama n others, i do ned ur support..i just ned ur faith in me.. i can stand wit all d critics, flops n u name it..(dat evryone scared in life) bt wat i ned most is ur faith in me…i juz wanna go die..lemme die..
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ok, let me rant
Hey ya, basically i’m jz come bck fr db8ing things..n I was so mad few sec ago..bt now, it’s kinda relatively ok ryte now..
ok, wut i’m really mad is about d ****in adju itself..haha, ya, we did lose ,bt wed did play it well..what d heck he’s rating our db8 as below average one.?? ok, maybe i can accept dat, bt cud u plez possibly stand up here in my place n try making an above average db8 once??? Yea, it’s damn easy to jz sit there n judge people rather than actually doin the thing by urself..@@@@
it’s suppose to b a pic of a man, bt i cudn’t find any hasty pic dat resembles dat..haha
ok, bck to business, bout d adju.,i’m also dissatisfied wit his marking, how cud he possibly said dat d other team have a “clear win” (5-0) relatively speakin ‘0’..he shud at least rate it at 5-3 or 5-1 to let us know dat we did really makin at least an mild effect on other team?? huh, now i wud quote avril’s single juz 4 ya mr dorky adjudicator
“What the Hell???”
ok, mr adju, jz shut up..haha..
ok, last bt nt least, thanks 4 readin dis, besides of listenin to my rantings..hehe..my life is already so over-tormented by all d things in diz world..dat ####in chems paper, ####in life n so n so ####in forth..(i’m relatively sorry 4 d cursin part, dat i cudn’t help it..dat’s d perfect way to show my upside-down life ryte now..)
-till then, tata..
(sorry mr.adju..i did curse u
a lot..may u hve a ghost
bride soon..hahaha
I’M MEAN! )
p/s lastly, 4 mr adju..”ur comments can’t stop us fr soarin’” we’ll still walkin n u’re still crawlin..sorry bout dat..haha..buh- to d bye
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When sun hides…
Hmm. what actually happened in undescribable..haha..try it on..
Actually, for over quite few months ago, back in 2010, I’m so in love wit Mr.Goldfish n Caprice..Yeah, I nearly passed out thinkin dat how in d world i can love d idea o goin to club..yaa, never think of dat b4, bt after knowin em’, i’m thinkin dat club maybe a good idea too beside all d drunks, alcohol, stripdance, etc.. We jz go there only to mingle n enjoy d sounds o music..BUT still, i’ve never approached any club..
After all, it turned out to be so saddening..I thought i jz love d way d r passionate bout their music n d way i do..To see people workin so hard 4 their passions..its a great thingy…Never pop-out in my mind dat they left me wit such a big influence..
Last few days, i found out dat Mr. Goldfish gt a girl..It’s ok..bt then I suddenly realise dat I didn’t rely love his music dat much after i saw d playful side o him..or cn b said as the dark side of tis industry..( wen u love womans(being a playful drunk womanizer) more than u love ur music sheets)..
So, wat to do..like b4, whenever things bout boys or relationship hit me on, I’ll jz turn on d radi0o n pick a cool songs, bt wat to do wen i’m hatin d Dj..Dj plays all d catchy music all time n listenin to d song make me hate him even more..Sy x sk..i jz dun like it..
So, i turn to ballads..(wat de heck??) hehe, listenin to Rihanna love d way u lie part 2 till i shed tears..haha..life is hard bt nt jz bcoz o em’..
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Oh..Prince Charming…hahaha..
hehe..tis picture makes me cackles..hehe
Salam, hi there..
Tis is kinda a melancholic entry I shall described..(cewahh..hehe)..it is..I think..Hey have u guys outta there been experiencing d same thingy..dat u’ve spent a lot o ur time over a guy only to realize dat it become all futile in d end..gahaha..tis is stupidity what I shall call..yaa, 4 real..
p/s- i noe evryone is xpectin 4 their knight in shinig armour..huh..bt wat if d person isn’t ur prince, maybe he’s jz a a villain fr Kg.Seberang…hahaha =)
Yeah, if u’ve been in d same situation what u really need is A SURVIVAL KIT„hehe..no laa…wat u really need are a blade n some Prozac in order to help u to kill d bullfrog guy..hehe..Referring to Jake (memandai jer..hehe) “Dat kinda guy won’t make ur life budge even a lil, so he is just like a mimosa pudica dat u stepped on d road…haha”
So, to all d girls outta there, hey u go girl! Get up n beat some men..haha. Forget all those melancholic melodrama songs…wat d heck?? We got d entire industry waitin 4 us to rock it on..n no ned to waste time on dat tiny guy as there’s a lot more eligible bachelor waitin 4ya…cheese..smile//
p/s-tips fr d expert..haha.delete all those songs in ur phone, car, Or Ipod dat related to him ..n even if d Dj is playin dat song in ur best club, get upon him n say “U mighta wanna change these bcoz club can’t handle me right now..haha(tribute to Akon n David Guetta)”
Bye, ida love ya..hehe
